Sunday, October 19, 2008

Status Update

I thought I'd be bitter, but I'm not. All that's happened is all well and good and I treasure the time spent. At least all ties cut to the past are gone, for the first time since I left my country, I'm finally free to start over again, and I'm doing a real good job of it.

Last night was the first time in a long time that I was able to completely be honest about my past. I was able to fully talk about it with a good friend and that felt really good. I really love how my life is now and I don't really want to change it. I recognise that there are some things I need to work on, but I'm healing and getting better and that is fine.

Bah, I hate these self-healing freaking posts. So stupid, honest to god.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

were you unhappy before? Did you tell him that?

chipazoid said...

Heaps of times, tbh. We had the sit down, let's take a look at our relationship talk heaps of times. When it became more and more clear to me that nothing was going to change no matter how much both of us tried, I decided to end it. It was all right, he understands, I hope.

Eastcoastdweller said...

So good to see You posting again, Adena.