I is anorexia nervosa

HAH! Nah, not really. However that is the only way I will ever be the skinny asian girl that I am expected to be. I was racking my brains wondering how so many of my friends and their friends are stick thin and I realised something, most of them are bloody anorexic. They just think that if they have a little bit of food, that would qualify them as normal but it clearly isn't. Here's an example of just a few diet regimes I found out.

1) One cup of tea in the afternoon and a bowl of fruit for dinner
2) One slice of bread for lunch and one small apple for dinner
3) Salad with shaved meats(?) for lunch, two fruits for dinner
4) 50g chicken breast for lunch, one small cup of salad for dinner
5) Big breakfast (Eggs and a slice of bread + orange juice)
6) Fruit diet
7) Vegetarian void of pulses/grains/anything with protein or carbs

No, I'm not kidding. Obviously there are also heaps of people that either have tapeworms or a ridiculously high metabolic rate that are able to eat as much as they want and remain stick thin but the truth of the matter is, there are a lot more that aren't. This is DEFINITELY not enough food for you for the day but a lot of women out there continue to starve themselves in the hope of looking beautiful. It really is unhealthy and dangerous, you could lose the use of your uterus or even die. You don't need to be stick thin to be beautiful but you really should be healthy or toned at least. Stockier built girls like myself can always become more muscly and healthy looking rather than stick thin.

I'm not without my own story of battling the kilos. I too went through a period where I refused to eat, threw up for awhile, diet pills, etc. Yeah short term fast shit and I wasn't even that fat at the time. Now, I'm not that slim but I will be. There's a change in attitude that struggling girls like me should take in order to secure permanent weight loss.

Harden the fuck up! Stop whining about it and get off your ass. There's only a minute percentage of people who have genetic disorders that cause their particular fat problems and you're probably just lazy. Like me, I'm a lazy bitch. I can safely say that most of my friends have heard be whinge about my weight loss problem but if you sincerely have a weight loss problem and want to lose weight, you really should see your local doctor. You might have a hormonal imbalance, diabetes, thyroid problems, etc. A lot of these conditions are exacerbated by high fat body content anyway.

Weight loss is a slow, shitty process that will involve a lot of tears especially since it takes quite awhile to see any significant results. I've been on this healthy regime since freaking January and have only just noticed any changes. That's cool too, you've got to realise that even though you're not perfect now, you can be if you work on it. Screw this exaltation of mediocrity. You should always work hard to improve yourself.